__Ok so, I think I'm going to tell my parents soon. I feel like I have to, I feel like they don't even know me anymore. They know nothing about my social life, my mild stoner side, or my sexual preference. I feel like a stranger in my own house, someone who comes over, visits for a while, eats, sleeps then disappears again.
I don't know what I'm going to tell them though. I think if me and Matt go out then I might tell them. But if not, I'll keep my trap shut. I think that's all I'll tell then for the time being though. I'm pretty sure they would kill me if they knew about the blazing, so I'll tell them when I'm older.
__I'm not really sure what to do with the whole Matt thing though, he's does want to go out, just he's leaving in a month and doesn't really want to get into a relationship and stuff. Plus he's afraid of what the other people in the house will do if he does start going out with a guy. And he's afraid of the repercussions if it leaks into his real life and if his parents and church find out. I want to go out with him, but I don't want to ruin his life. If his church were to find out, then they'll excommunicate him, and he really likes going to youth group and seeing the kids and stuff. It's like all he talks about. I really don't want to wreck that for him.
__I guess that's all I have to blog about this evening.
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Secrets are always kept between people. Some secrets more then others. If you wish to tell your parents, It won't make a difference if you tell them in the right way.
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