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Darkness falls

-Rye™

__I don't see a point in life anymore. What is the point of getting up everyday? What is the point of going to school? What is the point of getting up in the morning? What is the point in breathing anymore??
__There is none. It's not like I'm going to do anything in the world. I don't have a life. I don't have a job. I can't drive. I can't do anything. I'm useless.
__It doesn't really matter whether or not I live or die right now. If I live, I'm only going to die later. I'm not going to make a difference to anyone, anyway. Why not leave now? I'd only be forgotten sooner. Only buried earlier, and just become decaying matter in the ground, where I am destine to spend eternity. Like every other living creature on this planet.

Pictures

I think I photoshop my pictures too much. I spent about an hour on this one.

Before


After

idc

I want a child. I want to have someone loving me unconditionally, someone to take care of, someone to call my own and have them be my own. I'd like to have someone to tuck into bed every night with a neat kiss on the cheek. Someone to nurture and raise as my own. Someone to pack a lunch for and cry as they leave through the door for kindergarten then soon college. Someone that comes running for a band-aid and a kiss when they fall down.

Fuck.

_I want to hang out with someone, but I don't have anyone. Trista is at her father's house today and she might want me to go over there but I hate going there. I hate sitting there watching the fucking discovery channel for hours on end. I hate sitting in a tiny box, with claustrophobia slowly setting in. I hate sitting in awkward silence waiting for another attempt at small talk. I hate sitting there all evening bored out of my skull.
_I don't think this is going to work much longer.